WELCOME BACK!!!
[him...]
eh... kk... sumarise this whole week...
stress...
sad...
hopeless...
messed...
confuse...
guilty...
sorry...
aiya... just nth good...
all bad...
after monday...
everything gt worst...
dun wann to give up...
ii am simply sad...
wednesday was messed...
ii simply put all of us in awkward situations...
3 of us standing together was kind of wierd...
ii saw his face is full of disappointment...
sorry...
thursday moody...
it's nt fair to him...
ii know...
but still ii didn't make it fair enough for him...
ii hear his heart ache...
like what mine felt like last year...
friday...
which is yesterday...
zhenghao early in the morning went cameron highland, malaysia...
will be back by sunday...
ii met him at tampines around 1345...
marcus was there too...
walk around in tampines 1...
mercus went off first...
left miie and him...
he send miie home...
he didn't talk...
he stay quiet for 30 plus mins
ii was just sitting beside him looking at his face...
he predicted my answer...
ii finally say everything out...
he... cried...
ii heard his heart aching...
pain...
suffering in agony...
the same kind of pain tt ii suffered for 8 whole months...
ii am so like cameron...
ii am so evil...
ii am so bad...
ii left him there alone...
by himself...
ii just walked away...
his heart was broken already
and what ii do?
smashing his broken heart into tiny pieces using hammer...
today...
ii have realise tt everything ii do was so evil...
ii am getting worst...
now...
ii am crying now...
typing this blog until cry?
ii am lost...
opy is lost...
simply lost...
my life is crashing down
FINAL: REJECT ALL
